fed up of missing school, wishing I could go back when I know it’s not possible.
I had the most amazing memories there, learnt so much about myself, met the best people i’ll ever know, and had so many laughs.
I know it’s time to move on and grow up from it, Since year 10 i wanted to leave the place, I would honestly give anything to go back and be with everyone again. Best years of my life
♥
It’s shit. nobody knows this pain i go through, not emotional pain, physical pain. I swear somethings wrong with me. My arms constantly hurt, It hurts so much I cry myself to sleep, wake up in the middle of the night and just cry. I don’t know why they hurt me so much and it’s so not fair.
They just ache, like a dull aching pain that just doesn’t go away, i can’t even lift my arms without wanting to cry. I feel so helpless and I can’t even sleep properly anymore without wanting to go mad. The pain goes all through my muscles, when I bend my knees it hurts, I feel like an old woman. Why does this happen to me, i don’t do anything for it to be like this. fucked off with it
